to just tell the truth? I really don't understand. It saves so much time and effort. I think back to all the times I've lied to people about pretty important stuff and I think if I had just told the truth it would have saved a lot of hurt. Today I came to such a huge realization. It actually took my breath away. I literally gasped(my cubicle neighbor even had to ask what was wrong, lol). You ever find out something that just makes you go "wow, I was so stupid"? Maybe stupid is the wrong word. I thought my friend Erin was naive.... Dude I am naive. Seriously. It's a good thing I can laugh at this situation. Because a few months ago I probably wouldn't be able to. Heck a couple of weeks ago I let shit like this devastate me. Not anymore... why should I expend so much energy feeling sorry for myself when it's so unnecessary. I'm a blip on the radar. Not even because radar blips are important. I'm not even that. Ugh, I'm not making any sense. I'm starting to have a track record of making bad decisions. I'm usually a really good judge of character.... I'm starting to think maybe not so much. Maybe not at all.
nadia
